怪！

最近有点忙，忙到不懂为什么忙？奇怪！

原以为跟家人一起住会开心一点，也不是不开心，只是希望大家每天都是开开心心就更好！

有始有种不想回家的感觉，矛盾！

新生活

i'm having some great time recently. =) i started to work already although not much money but i feel very happy working there as everybody is treating me very nice especially i'm the only girl there. but sometimes of course i need to do some guys' works as well. it's not too hard for me as i'm kind of mommy's boy, guys can do, i can do better. now the life is better and more meaningful as i don't have time to simply think already. so i actually don't think of him that much already. don't know it's a good thing or bad. just as long as we keep up each other i think it's alright. after 5 days working in the company, i actually went to the annual dinner. and the best part is i got the lucky draw of a LG washing machine. haha. i'm now staying with my uncle already, so i'll just give it to my uncle i guess. staying with uncle is easy as i don't have to think of the food, the transport and everything but when i see my housemate and roommate, i miss them and feel like go back to the same house with them. haha. kind of conflicting feeling. the people in work are all very nice. i scared i'll fall for a guy but i don't want to be a Muslim. haha. he's tall, nice and handsome. but it's hard to communicate with him. i learnt alot of things in my work. i got discounted food at the work place cafe, i got discount for buying the company's stuff and many other benefits. though i need to ride motorbike to work, and it's the very first time riding motorbike in kl but i feel very free and enjoy especially when i see people are stucked in the jam while i can easily get thru them. it's not fun when it's raining but that won't stop me from riding bike, i like the freedom feeling. i don't think others could understand why i feel so but it's real fun. but after staying in uncle's house, he fetches me to work everyday, once in awhile i got VIOS to drive to work too. but i always mengantuk while driving, i feel very bored and quiet driving alone though i switch on the radio as loud as possible but i still feel very sleepy in the car. what's wrong to me? there's once when i drove home from work, all the way i actually didn't switched on the head light and i didn't realize it until i almost got home. working life is so fresh to me but there's something i really left behind that really scared me out. i don't have the mood to finish up my FYP. if i couldn't finish it up before the semester starts then i'll die hard! gambateh to me! tomorow will be better!