21-12-2009

好没心情工作啊.. 今天好象也没什么的, 也许是每天都是这样吧, 好无聊..

今天大伙还在为星期五的事件在忙,可是忙也忙不出什么,又不是老板,不能做决定,所以就不理啦,反正他也亏了几个月的一百五十millions...[argh... 我在做什么??? 不想堕落下去,但却提不起劲]

今天手脚很快,一下就把许多报告搞定.. [因为归心似箭]

再这样下去,我就做不下去啦.. 是不是应该转工.此地没有欣赏我的人,一定还有可容我之处吧.. [惨了,就是越做就越不懂自己要什么,连当初的梦想也没了.. 可悲!]

相信对我有所期待的,也对我失望了吧,真是无言相对.. [对不起了,我真的让你失望了吧,虽然你不告诉我,我也知道]

新的一年应该会有新希望吧.. 快点过吧, 好可悲的二十三岁.. 好老了, 岁月果然不留人.. [想回到从前]

20-12-2009

Made a stupid decision again to follow them out. stressed, boring and tired i can say.. anyway, we should always try something different from what we used to do right? hmm.. satisfied sunday.

Can't wait to see my family around. x'mas will be my lovely cousin's wedding. the whole family will b coming to kl. some relatives are here already. after the wedding, i'll b having a week off. that's the best part of my working life.

Though lot of plans (US, Singapore, Taiwan) just bubbled , but i'm sure as long as i'm not going thru these days in the office and as long as i'm not alone (with my family) then i'll b vr satisfied already. =)

19-12-2009

So boring. I don't even remember what I did this whole day. hmm.. watching drama home alone. but kinda enjoy it when i just rest for 4 hours the day before it..

Oh ya, I went movie with cousin. Argh.. for the 1st time, i realized that no matter how nice is the movie, the person you go with must be the right one, else you won't really enjoy the movie. why i say so? can you stand when the person next to you, just keep eye'ng on ppl's popcorn and the person on the other side of you just keep snooring? sucks.. spoilt the mood.. =_="'

Hope to see ya soon.. you're the best partner.. (",)

18-12-2009

Today got a call from Usafis, thought i'm that lucky to win the green card lottery. but end up she leads me to give her my credit card number. :S

It's rejected in the end, but in the bottom of heart, i actually wish that it's true. i really wish my america dream comes true. . disappointed.. Can I try? :( *don't be silly*, this is what i have from a friend.

forget about that, without the green card, i'll be there very soon too.. vr soon..

Today's AM gathering was a good one. Hope for more coming up and really miss those days.. miss my dearly housemates.. miss "e-zhi-ya" studymates.. yay, public holiday.. woo hoo.. hoping a blast 1..