Fast forward

Time passes vr vr fast...

Every month, that would be something, something that push me to "fast forward" my life.
Nobody loves to "fast forward". I have to. I can't wait to lean on the shoulder. The pillar of support. Not too sure is it too fast, alot happiness yet alot of tears. Injuries everywhere.

June-"Where're you? Why you're not here yet?"
July-"Mind your words"
August-"Never say freak"
September-"Don't be like John"
October-"Don't let ppl think klsd is stupid"
November-"The more they do, the more mistakes they make"
December, I'm looking for you. I tried my best.. but I'm down..